Yes, that journey is one of the hardest that there is. But it is also one thats so important. And I am glad you are on that path. I know what you mean about insults or other things being said. They can through me off and make me feel horrible. Even if it is meant as a joke. But I promise. There are ways of dealing with that. It might not come tomorrow or next week. But you will become stronger over time and be able to cope better. I am on the same journey and I know it will get better.