Hi. I'm sorry you're having such a horrible time. It's awful how much a job can impact our whole life. I haven't got any big words of wisdom or advice that you haven't already had. Just keep talking is the best thing. It helps to get things straight in your head sometimes. And do give the meds time. I've been on a new AD for 3 weeks and it's only starting to make a difference. Unfortunately when we are struggling time feels very very long. You'll always find a kind word and listening ear here. Xx