Hello Purplepie,

Nice to meet you.

They are doing elimination. So yes eventhough you have to do this to get to the next option you will get to what works. The proces might not be the most fun there is. But in the end its what works. And lets just hope you will get there as soon as possible. A lot of us have been there and did the same. I myself am still on that path.

I am sorry you are feeling low. And I know how that feels. But when you feel like a failure try to see it as this is not me. It is an illness. You would not feel like a failure if you had the flu or broke a leg. Nobody here will ever see you as a failure. I myself see people that go through this as some of the strongest people there are.