Hi Michael.. there is so much that you wrote that I can relate with on so many levels. I may be a 29 year old female.. but the effexor.. the lorezepam.. and the being on the very edge, but halting due to family.
I really never knew that there was anyone that was so alike me. and yet different.

What medication are you on now? I quit Effexor cold turkey in 2014.. that is a part of my life that is just hellish to look back on.. the way I was.. the things that I did.

Now I'm on Bupropion and lamotrigine and setraline (again)