Thanks for reaching out Paula, I am going to try to see my doctor this week. Its annoying as I have been multiple times before and sometimes it feels like they think i am being a hypochondriac... I m probably just paranoid but its a horrible feeling.

I dont think he does it on purpose but it is a major issue that we argue about in our relationship and sometimes it feels as though he just doesn't care at all. I just wish he would try harder to understand that it is a big thing for me (I know it seems silly but it really is). I wish i didn't care about the mess but i just do.

I am having a visit home at the end of this month so maybe i will try to tell my family then.

Thanks again, Paula.