You are perfectly right.

Yesterday I felt 100 % what means to be alone (my local friends live in other cities and go home on week-end). I was ill and was literally crawling.

Thank God, now I'm fine.

Paula, you are just perfectly right about the right choice.
But I'm open to new challenges. Some days ago a woman who had been friendly with my grandma told me that I must be very attentive from now on, as there are many jealous people in my local place and I'm considered to be "wealthy" due to my apartment.
All this scares me.

As for the man, I think it's early to make any judgements, actually he did not try to rush me in any relationship.

Future will tell.