Morning Mira! Are you working today? Sorry you didn't have such a good w/end. But you live in a lovely country and they must have great places to visit. Do you have an equivalent of 'MIND' where you are? If so, might be nice to check them out. Have coffee with folk like us. Sometimes identifying with people who are in the same position MH wise can be great, it makes you feel less lonely and fed up. Try and have a good day.