Ok wow, I already thought how its for me is something.

I am okish at things like that. I can see what needs to be done and if I am doing ok I can do it. At work I am not even the worst at dealing with change etc.

But when playing games or trying to learn or doing a hobby. If somebody tells me to do it like that. Then I can do it and have fun. But on my own I get lost in details and worry if I am doing it right. Hence having bought 6 books on how to learn instead of learing the materials themselfs.