Nothing makes me happy *SH triggers*

[Allalone]

Well, that was a tough hour and a half. Followed by an afternoon of walking Ted and sitting in the fresh air.


You will all be pleased to know that I’ve been very open an honest with the home treatment team. The wound on my back has been cleaned and dressed. I’ve got to try and leave it alone as it’s not looking good. So if I say I’m scratching you have permission to have a moan!
I told them how low I was last night. I didn’t tell you this morning but I had a handful of tablets and a glass of water ready to wash them down. Ted jumped at the back of my leg when I was about to put them in my mouth. That made me stop.

I gave them all my meds. They have left me with what I need for tonight and tomorrow morning.

You’re right SM they didn’t judge me, they were pleased I told them.
I’m exhausted now.