Me, part 673 *TRIGGERS*

[magie06]

I'm hoping that the studying is going okay. Keeping you in my prayers.

[Paula]

You’re quiet, lovely

[Jaquaia]

I was studying most of yesterday, was even writing notes while watching the football! And spent a couple of hours with J, he's really not good at the moment but he's not talking to me as much as he should be as he "doesn't want to worry me as I have enough on my mind to deal with" and he doesn't want to talk here "as he doesn't want to intrude on my space", which is a load of rubbish as I show him what I write here anyway. Truth is, he doesn't think his problems are valid as he's been labelled "poor little posh boy" so many times. Even offered him access to the mens section. All I can do is keep encouraging him to talk but worried a lot about him at the moment and trying to catch up with work and constant interruptions from my mother. Oh and Talia us currently sat with her back to me sulking as I won't let her on my bed as I have uni work spread everywhere!

So yeah! That's where I'm at...

[magie06]

You have such a lot going on. Thinking of you as you find your way through all of it.

[Jaquaia]

Back from my driving lesson and...

I DID IT WITHOUT TAKING MY PROPRANOLOL!!!! And minimal anxiety too!!!

[Paula]

You. Are. Truly. AWESOME!

[OldMike]

Woo hoo brilliant

[Jaquaia]

I don't see that but I'm happy I coped today. I even learnt angled starts today and dealt with having to break for a speeding van on a blind corner with very little panic.

[Suzi]

That's freaking AWESOME!!

[magie06]

I hope you got your assignment in on time. Thinking of you.