I know I didn't speak out because I didn't think I would be believed. He took my innocence and I took the blame. Society teaches us that it must be something we did, we see and hear it everywhere, and it doesn't matter how much we know that it's not our fault, that we would tell anyone else in our shoes that it's not our fault, when it comes to us there's always a sense of guilt there and fear. I'm lucky as I could mostly avoid the cousin who raped me, I can't imagine how hard it must have been having to face yours over and over