You can add me. I am not sure if I can read those posts or post much before I get this all off my chest, but at least it is better for others not to see these if their situation gets worse seeing posts like this. I started talking to Le dude, and he is supportive. But he had to protect his own mother almost all his youth, so he is taking this bad. And I just want to forget and move on, but it is not happening.