I was being sorted out with a debt management company but losing my job has put a spanner in the works as I can't make the £90 a month repayments now. The thought of having to start again at another job and meet new people and get up every day pretending everything is fine is making me feel ill. It never lasts more than a few months and I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
I don't speak to my parents very often, sad to say I stopped bothering years ago, it made me too upset.