I have started meditation recently but my main concern is getting a job again and filling out job applications all day is mind numbing . I have not had specialist help recently as I was eating every day and up to a decent weight until I started the job I just lost. I was working 12 hours a day, 6 days a week, plus 2 or 3 hours drive each way and it has drained me. Will see what happens at blood tests and check up next week. Thank you .