Stick with it. It's so horrible when you are in crisis and it seems that no one is listening. The same thing has happened to me at Christmas. I really felt that no one was listening. Eventually they wanted me to go to hospital, but only after I had self-harmed for the first time. But this may not happen to you. Be as honest as you can with the care team and maybe tomorrow will be the day they listen. Try to sleep tonight, I know how difficult that can be! Good luck tomorrow.