Hi and welcome to DWD. There’s a uk website that can help talk about mental health (www.time-to-change.org.uk) - maybe that’ll help you and your partner talk things through. Are you taking any anti depressants?

Hunni, depression isnt biased - it doesn’t matter what’s going on in our lives, it can still hit us. I have a great life yet I’ve suffered from depression since I was 16 - 28 years. Don’t beat yourself up because you’re ill and you don’t believe you should be. It is an illness, just like any other and strikes just like any other