Well done for going and winning!!
As for overthinking isn’t that just another part of where you’re at right now? I know I do it, Jaq has said she does and I’m sure plenty of others on here will do too. You’ll get there, just think of where you were not so long ago and where you are now.......you’ve got you’re only little business going, taking your meds, talking to A. I could go on but I think you’ll get what I mean.
Be proud of where you are now and give yourself a massive pat on the back.
Well done hun.