I don't even know anymore. I was making plans to get things done that were getting me down, next thing he stormed out.
When he came back he said I make him feel useless because I was asking other people to do the jobs. I asked him if he had the time, energy or inclination to do the jobs. He said no.
I said I was sorry if it made him feel useless but I'm trying to do something to make the place look better then I lost my rag and yelled he could do the damn jobs then. but something inside me died. He came later and said sorry. I said sorry for losing my temper but something has gone. I am completely shut down.