Thank you everyone. Yes I have good medical support and am really lucky and blessed with the input I have. Most people around me know of my illness and my struggle but there are very few (none) who understand. They think I should be better by now and really I'm just being selfish and not trying hard enough and treating my husband and kids terribly....... I guess I need new friends �� ��
So shoulders Back, chin up try again another day. Xx
Thank you for the support. I really feel like people here understand. Xx