Loneliness *SU Trigger*

[Strugglingmum]

I'm tired today and still feeling a bit lower than I had been recently..
Anyway. At least I'm pushing myself to go out.
Was at my training centre today. Found it a bit hard but I just kept reciting in my head
Not my monkeys, not my circus.
It's permission to myself not to get involved in things that I don't have to, not to get drawn into others dramas. I find it hard as I've always tried to help others or been the one people look to when they want to gripe or sound off or someone to take their side.
Easy evening tonight.
I've booked myself a treat for tomorrow. Yesterday I was at the salon with my daughter getting her hair trimmed. They were advertising cashmere lashes for £20. It's been so long since I splashed out on a beauty treatment that it swayed me and I booked. I have short stubby eyelashes and when I was working I got them done regularly. Because I nursed I could never get my nails done so treated myself to lashes instead. I do feel a bit guilt for splashing out but hey..... this woman got a washing machine for Valentine's day!! I deserve a treat