Just got back from hospital yesterday. Snapped my collar bone in two, what a doofus. Funny thing I have just applied to do some gardening with the council in allotments and old folks homes but am now out of action.

Think the contrast from my sisters large house/garden to my small flat but feel a bit more phlegmatic. I have a book by Russ Harris and trying to implement decision currently.

I'm pretty shy and anti social unless drinking. Pretty sure self esteem/anxiety is the root cause.

Hope you're grand.

M