I've had a handful of good days recently but then all it takes is one little thing for me to feel like the world would be better off without me in it, I just feel so hopeless right now, like I'm not good enough for anyone and I'm just a f***ed up mess so what's the point in even trying? I just want to go to sleep and not have to wake up and deal with being me. I wish I could be somebody who didn't feel like this.