Thanks for replying Suzi.
I know it’s wrong to compare but I see my friends progressing in life, having kids, buying houses or getting mortgage, getting promotions.. and I rent a room in my girlfriends parents house and am barely keeping a job down,. It’s hard not to feel pathetic.
I last spoke to my GP about 2 months ago when I decided to open up about my weed use and continuing depression. That’s when he put me back on mirtazapine (been on it before).
I managed to leave a voicemail with a recovery hub place that he advised me to speak to. Of course they haven’t got back to me and I’ve been too much of a wuss to phone again.