Is this forever? 25 years in... **SU+AB Triggers**

[Sissy]

Hello, welcome, and a virtual high five for sharing with us, even it hurts it still somehow helps. At least I feel that way when I pour out my emotional mess in a post, and People here actually get it what it is to feel this way. I am struggling as well right now, and have no energy to write a proper answer since I have no computer, and doing this on a cellphone is agravating. But I want to say.. Telling people in here your story may really be a game changer. It was for me, and probably to many other forum user as well. This place is like a safety net, it sort of grabbed me too when I was spiraling down. Even people around me are supportive, none of them are battling their own head ever day like I am. I really hope we can offer you the same support I found here. We try to help you, if you let us in your world.