Firstly I apologise for not posting as promised. It was a very bad day yesterday as I was hoping for some positive news but fearing the worst. Each minute seemed like an hour and I was very down. The positive thing is at least I now know where I stand - I was holding out false hopes and not for the first time.

Going out for lunch with my parents today and there’s some explaining to do. Again, not easy but it needs to be done.

I’ll post again later because sharing seems to help. Thanks for listening.