Awful. My wife has just told me she’s off to see her solicitors to sign documents to initiate our divorce. At the moment I feel as though I’ve gone backwards to the beginning and I’m going to have to relive that pain all over again. I feel sick.

I’ll still be seeing my parents today. I need to let them know some but not all of the situation but it’s not something I’m looking forwards to.

At the moment my wife is in the other room singing along to love songs on the radio and it’s breaking my heart.

I may need to take a break from posting here for a while but don’t worry I’m not going to do anything stupid.

Thanks.