Hi and welcome. I agree with Jaq! If you’re struggling to enjoy your life to this extent, that’s an issue that needs resolving. Can you/do you want to find another therapist?

I do understand living with MH issues for most of your life, I was 16 when I had my first breakdown and I’m now 44..... It’s hard to accept that this is unlikely to go away any time soon. But there are ways of managing things to help cope much of the time. Do you have support around you, family for instance? What about the future, will you be able to move back home for instance?