Oh Sissy what a shame!. Paula's right. We're here to listen and try to help, so let go of your feelings. Do whatever it takes to get you back on track again! A fox killed all 18 of my daughters hens some years ago. It was early daylight. She didn't have an electric fence. All is not lost darling..you can start again! When you feel better - and you will! - think of getting a goose or two as well as the chickens. They make good guard dogs! Thinking of you.