Thank you everyone. I may write abit seldom since I have to do it on my cellphone. I will be a better member and more active chatter once I get either a tablet or a computer. I am reading posts and actually finding it comforting seeing people with different back grounds and life stories are dealing with stuff, and actually winning. I'm doing my best to empathize and support anyone who needs it, and trying my hardest to get better myself. One of these days I won't be faking my smile anymore, and to me it will be a beautiful day. Even if it rain cats and dogs.