I do tell him bits and pieces (never the full truth of the matter) but as he's had/has depression himself and it takes very little to trigger him which of course I don't want, I can't really tell him how I'm feeling.
I have been on a medication but then the meds I have been on haven't been helping and then I know I should go back to tell the doctors that but then something at home has been stopping me and then my anxiety and then I just work my self up so much that it's too late in my head to get help. It seems to just become a never ending circle