I honestly don't know what to do right now, he doesn't know what he wants or needs which means neither do I.

I've tried not to talk to him too much about how I am feeling, I don't want to bug him down with all of that or make things harder for him.

I just feel so lonely around him these days, he says he cuddles me not because he wants to but because he knows I like it, and that he doesn't want to be bothered for anything, that upsets me massively because he used to hold me.

Even the secrecy is bothering me massively, normally I would say to him if he wants me to trust him why does he hide everything and why has he changed his passwords to EVERYTHING, but I don't want to say those things right now as I don't want to make things worse.