He says it's because he didn't want me to go on at him about drinking again..

I literally feel like telling him to sort himself out on his own because it's not fair he keeps making me feel like everything I do is wrong..

He wants me to trust him then comes up with this monumental story just to have a drink.. Came out with more rubbish about how I should just give up because that's apparently what I want to do.. Was back to being spiteful and vindictive..

Even this morning when he left for work he lingered by the door and asked me if I wanted a kiss and a cuddle goodbye.. I said to him does he even want to give me one and he said that he isn't the one that's ed off ... I said because I am not the one that's lying and he just came out with "maybe you shouldn't moan about me having a drink" .. I said it was once and he just said that's enough.. He gave me a hug and tried to kiss me but I just gave him my cheek..

I feel so angry and disappointed with him...