Back at work in the morning.
I wonder if the beta blockers will be enough to stop me cracking again.
I've gone over my emails and there is a new rule regarding other members of staff in my office. I understand this is for data protection and confidentiality, but it'll also serve to enhance my feelings of loneliness.

I'm not a valued member of staff. I'm an appliance to be summoned when required. If I bear this in mind, I'll still have a job here in 2 month's time. Assuming I can't get another one elsewhere first.

But I do have an interview on Wednesday, so that's good news.