Thanks guys. I don't have a support structure it's just me. I have three sons two married and one who lives with me and has Aspergers so no empathy there
I work full time supporting unpaid carers so it's a tough job and I'm struggling with it
I'm in England and my parents live in the USA. I won't bother them as they are elderly
So I spend most of my time in bed hiding from the world. I haven't spoken to anyone since Friday
I don't really have any friends just people I know and I feel this weekend is crunch time