Getting things off your chest is a good start. I have found a lot of peace here on this forum. There is no judgment, only people who feel the same way as you and who completely understand what it is your feeling. Keep sharing your feelings, it really does help. At some point in our lives, we all feel completely unwanted and useless, its the struggle to fight that feeling that is hard i think. Keep chatting with us, i hope you feel better xoxo