thanks ladies your so sweet. I know break ups are something we all have to deal with in life. With my depression and anxiety i find i'm not dealing with it all that great. Some days are better than others though i will say. I try not to speak to him much, we are stlil on good terms but it's hard to talk to him, i didn't want the break up. He keeps txting me though and then it sets me back. and im stupid and usually msg him back. blah ...im rambling