Hi David and welcome to DWD. I’m sorry things are so bad right now but please, please know that suicide is a temporary solution to a permanent problem. I know what it is to suffer lifelong depression, so I’m not making light of how you’re feeling, but I also know that there is always a way through.

This is a good place to be and we all are affected by depression in some way or another so can offer empathy, friendship, laughs and support.