I’m really struggling to get my thoughts and everything around the pain. It’s like it’s taken over everything. I know there’s no point in going to the doctor, it’s muscular and related to using my crutches, they can’t give me any more painkillers,I’m not letting a physio anywhere near me and I can’t have a massage or osteopath treatment til neurology say it’s safe. All I can do is wait it out but I’m not managing very well.