Please do Alexis .... i know it'll be a really tough time but don't suffer in silence like i did .... yes my life kinda worked out ok but that time has left deep scars
The biggest mistake and regret was letting it slip through my fingers and feeling i had ruined my life...... no this won't ruin your life ... trust me on that but it'll hurt
I know opening up is tough too ... But i'm guessing if you asked at uni if there was someone you could speak to in confidence about how things were going they will have someone

Options you have - please try to not let the choice be 'do nothing'

Glad i could help in a small way.... good luck and by all means ping me if you need to