I think it would be too much for her to read what i've written .... i think it would shock her as i've been a lot more blunt on here than i appear to anyone near me
Like i said on my original post in this thread ... i'm scared to talk to my parents now - given what they said when my mom got rushed to hospital....
My wife and i just don't spend much time 'talking' .... when the kids are finally in bed asleep its usually past 9 and we both want some space ....
Just feels like there's so little love or caring between us these days .... i'm kinda scared myself that i don't love her as much anymore.... we don't have a love life anymore - i don't want to be intimate - just don't feel passion towards her