Yes I'm getting there Thank you. I've said that if he feels like he did last week ever again that he'll have to let me in and help him that I can't go through the pain of this past week ever again. I know it's not going to be easy as he is sure to get low again someday. I'm taking baby steps back into the relationship. I really want to Thank you from the bottom of my heart for keeping me sane these past few days. x