In a weird way it's nice to talk to someone that might understand. No one around me does and now I don't talk to my Sister, I have even less people to talk to.

She just stopped (even though I had already told her to visit the doctor first to talk about stopping and also that she should slowly cut them out) She never listens. She told me she stopped because she feels that she's not aware of what's going on when she's on them and that 'everyone is walking over her' without her realising. She can't admit that they make her better and happier, it's like she would rather be unhappy.

Also, I'm the only person that knows she has stopped taking them, so again that's a lot of pressure as I don't want to betray her trust.