Thanks guys! You're not wrong there Suzi. That's the magic of it, taking prozac encouraged me to read so much more about the mind. It certainly has been enlightening.

Thanks for your advice Stella. I get the feeling that the medication might not be for me. It looks like seeing a doctor will help weigh up options.

The joy of me reading more and enjoying practical things and having more patience I would truly love to take credit for rather than being an effect of a drug. Would be great if can harness that self-believe with other treatments!

I really appreciate being able to open up about this so thank you all.