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The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Shattered! It's Crash's 1st birthday today so it's involved presents, a very long walk somewhere new to him, playing in mud, a lake etc and there will be a special doggy birthday cake for him later!
Hope Church was good lovely and the rest of the day was positive.
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Happy birthday Crash. He’s so cute.
Suzi (14-01-18)
Sounds like you had a great day!!
Happy birthday, Crash!!
The amount of mud is amazing lol
How you doing today gorgeous?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Glad you had fun
Bleurgh. I'm not so good today unfortunately. New day tomorrow though and need to be out for an 8am appointment so hopefully tomorrow will be better.
How are you?
Sorry you’re not so good. Sending big hugs your way
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Not the dreaded lurgy?
Not so good in what way lovely?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Nah, not the lurgy. Would probably prefer it if it was though!
Just woke up feeling reeeeeally low. I get times when my depression completely takes over. It's like an outside force of doom pushing down on me. My mind goes blank, I can't think straight and I feel cloth-headed. The worst part is, it can come on suddenly and there's absolutely nothing I can do to beat it.
I just feel a bit hopeless about getting well sometimes, like it's never going to happen. I've got a long road to recovery and the enormity of how that feels in itself is enough to get me down.
The AD meds have helped to 'still' my mind but the mood just isn't lifting. So many negative self-destruction thoughts filling my head today and anxiety about getting weighed tomorrow.
Shouldn't be moaning I know, I just want my mood to improve. It started 18 months ago and from last year it just got worse and worse. I'm fed up of being fed up and not being able to beat it.
Sorry for grumping x