Setback *Triggers* *SU SH triggers*

[JustEM]

Hehehehe okay maybe not 'fun'. Endearing though. Butter wouldn't melt and all that.

Sorry about the notebook though. That's not very good, love.

Hm yeah... Crash Hot Dogs....

Just decorating my chutney and jam jars this morning and finishing off my three make up pots before my little niece comes over after nursery.

Not feeling majorly well today. A few family members have kindly shared the winter lurgi with me I think. So thoughtful of them, hey? Still, can't complain. It is November now after all.

Have a nice day x

[Suzi]

Lol...

[magie06]

Hi. I think there is a bug doing the rounds here too. A rotten stomach bug, and then there is a chest infection going too. My sister got the chest infection 3 weeks ago and is on her second antibiotic for that now. She was to come to Dublin with me on Saturday but she's going to stay home and try to get better.

[JustEM]

Hi Magie,
Oh dear. Sorry to hear about the bug. Bleurgh!

Hope all is well with you x

[JustEM]

I gathered all that, haha!

Reason I asked was because I wondered if you were getting the vibe from my posts that my mood wasn't good when it was.

[Paula]

I gathered all that, haha!

Reason I asked was because I wondered if you were getting the vibe from my posts that my mood wasn't good when it was.

One thing I’ve learned over the years being involved with DWD is never to take someone’s comments at face value

[magie06]

Busy until this afternoon. I've been getting my box (bosca in Irish) ready for tomorrow, for my first craft with the small children in Aisling's school. We are going to make a hedgehog with a pine cone. I couldn't find my wobbly eyes anywhere. I checked in all my boxes and all my bags everywhere in the house. I found some that would have had to be glued in, but I really wanted the self adhesive ones. I have a half pot somewhere, I had them during the week when I was getting the crafts ready for the day centre. I eventually found them right beside my chair in the sitting room. The very last place I had to look. Typical, they are always in the last place you look.

[magie06]

Hi there. I hope you don't mind it's me again. I had a lovely day going to Dublin on the train, and letting someone else take the strain as the old add used to say. I did a little bit of shopping and we got the early train home again. It was 20 minutes on the motorway home again and I dropped my sister home and got home before it got dark. Tomorrow Aisling has a practise for her show from 3 to 5. We also have grocery shopping to do and some housework to do too. Tomorrow would want to have about 48 hours in it rather than the usual 24. (Maybe that's just me).

Hope today wasn't too hard for you and that your tummy is getting used to nourishment again. Take care.

[Suzi]

How are you doing love?

[JustEM]

Hi Suzi,

I'm okay. A bit flat. A bit meh. Having depression symptoms I haven't had for aaaages which is weird. Don't want to get up in the morning and I can't even be bothered with the pots.

I'm exhausted. I feel like I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep for a month but I never feel refreshed from it.

Bit peed off and impatient about not hearing from any jobs yet. Closing dates are this week so I just need to be patient.

Dealing with my thoughts alone as the MH team are about as useful as a block of ice in a hot oven. I've received no support from them since my referral in January. Since being discharged from hospital, I've been told I will have a phone call next week with a date for a meeting to discuss what support I can be offered. Lots of talking about support. Erm, no support actually given though hahaha!

Still, I can do it alone. And my family are awesome. I would tell the CMHT to do one but it seems they already have!! Pa hahaha!

Getting up and out now. This depression can do one and all.