Hey Suzi!

They don't, but I will disclose my illness to them at interview.

Tube is OUT!!!!! I'm being discharged tomorrow!

Hm, you are very perceptive there. I'm terrified if I'm honest. I don't feel ready sometimes. My family and I are all anxious I'll relapse. I don't want to but it's an illness. I honestly can't help it. I'm putting in a referral to an inpatient place. I don't want to go there obviously but I just don't know if the CMHT can provide me with the intensity of support and supervision I need.

I feel alone in my illness. I know im not alone but the silent battle between what I want and what the anorexia wants with regards to weight, food, exercise and lies is an isolating battle. I am sad for that.

Other than that, I'm grand! Painted two pretty pots today.

How you feeling?