I know what its like being turned away time and time again. It makes you think that they think you're making it up and there is nothing wrong with you, but at the same time you're living with it every day and still it puts doubt in your mind. I've pretty much given up any hope of any decent medical support and have learned that its down to me to pull out all the stops and find a way of coping and hopefully getting better. I'll never stop looking for ways to beat this and I'm only to pretty much anything.