Hi!
This situation is reverse for me, meaning im the one on medication and my partner is the one that puts up with me! Your partner is very lucky to have you!
I do wonder how my partner feels, when i have my really bad days, but he always makes it slightly better and easier to cope with

Always remember, if your partner is deep down, extremely lucky to have you, because your still with them and haven't abandoned them. It happens a lot with relationships, something im always scared of :'(

I hope things start to get better with your partner, and keep positive!