Thas is your brain playing tricks with you, and the reason why you are here. The meds are supposed to make you think 'normally' then you won't be so bothered what people think. I would definitely give them a go. really you have nothing to lose. You may even be pleasantly surprised at the outcome. You certainly shouldn't be self conscious about posting on here. Nobody is out to judge you. (unless you give some dodgy advice - which i did last week. I meant well but was not sound advice)
Jump in with both feet and see where it takes you.