Struggled a bit this morning. I saw all them tablets and thought. what would happen if i just take them all at once? Then i wont have to worry about what to take later. It was not suicide as such, just a way to get rid of thinking about tablets.
I try to think of it as just having a drink of squash regularly, with a few pills to take at the same time - my focus is on the drink, not the tablets itms?
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.